Times, they are a changin'

So much happening, and so little at the same time.

As of 11:05 tomorrow (Friday, December 10th) I will be done with my 3rd semester as a college student. Though it's been a rough semester and I'm glad it's over, I don't wanna leave. I love it here. I've moved on from the life of a small town Rogers City kids. I just want to stay here with the people I have come to know and love.

I failed. Tuesday I had my singing jury, and I didn't pass. I was confused, I thought I had done a great job, but I guess it wasn't great enough. I'm fine now, I got a lot of support from my friend's and they really helped in putting everything in the right perspective. I'd like to give extra thanks to Tim, whether he reads this or not, he was the one who actually got me outta bed and to stop being so mopey. 

I'm excited for next semester, I've come to learn so much about myself this year that I can't wait to see what happens in the future. Though I don't know what's coming...I'm still sehr excited.

Yesterday I watched a movie with some friends called "Remember Me"with Rob Patt. It was really good, until the last 5 minutes when I couldn't stop crying...and I don't usually cry at movies. But it started and ended with the same quote, and it really struck a chord with me, so I'd like to end with it. Take it for what you will, but I hope it does something for you as it has for me.

Whatever you do in life will be
insignificant but it is very
important that you do it because...
 

You can't know...
 

You can't ever really know the
meaning of your life...
 

And you don't need to...
 

Just know that your life has a meaning...
Every life has a meaning... 

whether it lasts one hundred years or one
hundred seconds...
 

Every life... 

And every death... 

changes the world in its own way...
 

Ghandi knew this. He knew his life
would mean something to someone,
somewhere, somehow. And he knew
with as much certainty that he
could never know that meaning...
 

He understood that enjoying life
should be of much greater concern
then understanding it.
And so do I.
 

You can't know...
 

So don't take it for granted...
 

But don't take it too seriously...
 

Don't postpone what you want...
 

Don't leave anything misunderstood...
 

Make sure the people you care about know...
 

Make sure they know how you really feel...
 

Because just like that...
 

It could end

I wish everyone the best in all they do, and ask that we make every day worth it, for you don't know when it will be your last