Here's an update from my last post...
Then:
I was in Rogers City for winter break...and I'm not going to live there anymore...I love saying that. I dont hate my family or the town really...it's just too small for me at this phase of my life. I need to move on.
I was working at ACE, and then going home and sitting on Facebook. I was constantly talking to my friends.
I was bored and miserable sitting in my basement all the time.
I wasn't practicing.
Now:
I'm back in 211 Saxe at CMU. And I love it, except the neighbors could be quieter....like all the time.
I got a job as a Teacher's Assistant for MUS 114.
I've been pretty busy, a solid class schedule, practicing, meetings, practicing...and did i mention practicing?
I love being around my friends again....not saying I have no friend in RC, but it's not the same as being back at CMU (home)
ok now that that has all been said....
I've been in a mood this last week that I cant seem to shake...
It's not depression...
It's not anger....
It's not sorrow...
It's not loathing....
It's not joy (that's fer ser)
I'm not sure what it is....
I alone...
not that i feel neglected...
nor that no one loves me...
I'm just alone....
I don't like it...
and it's tiring me out...
....I think I'll go to bed
