Opps...kinda forgot about this
But then outta nowhere I thought about somethign i wrote in one of my earlier blogs...idr what it was now though...that was like 14 hours ago
But here I go...
R u ready for a new blog...
This may get intense...
or not...
anyways...
Basically.....kjasdf kl aypaerw ;awfaeif jf
that's how I feel lately.
It's not necessarily bad...but it's not necessarily good either
I've busy...like really
I had a crazy amount of work these last 2 weeks, and I wore myself out.
I'm got 3 new songs in 1 lesson. And I dont have any of them ready yet :/ but I will...that's my goal for 2mro.
I haven't gotten a good nights sleep in weeks. I've had the chance...but my mind and I don't get along...i want to sleep...it doesn't
I've actually been thinking of personifying my mind by giving it name...
but ya...my mind and I have been fighting a lot lately...
and thus I have slowly been numbing myself to try to keep from experiencing emotions that aren't beneficial to my well being right now
well that sounded sorta suicidal...i swear i'm not
but less tolerant of people's bull shit, and a lot more sassy...
im honestly ok with that though...it's helping me prioritize a lot in my life
this one is kinda random and scatter brained....but so am i lately
